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There is a saying that goes something like "it's fine to make plans but don't plan the results..." There are a bunch of versions on that theme, but the moral is do your best and leave the rest up to the powers that be. OK that is fine I get it.

Well it's true that you get what you need...

I sold my couch in preparation for the move and whatnot. Right after we got it loaded into the truck and I came back upstairs the doorbell rang. It was my landlords mom and she was sad. I immediately thought something had happened but when I asked her she said she was sad because I was leaving. So I started crying too because I'm sad to go. She said to me "Aaron I hope you're making the right decision."

I was thinking to myself today "What would I do if I chose not to worry?" I suppose it is a funny question. Seems like there is always something to worry about but worry because especially problematic when you want something in your life. It comes up around those times you really want things to work out so that you can succeed. If that isn't a loaded sentence I really don't know what is...

Moving and shaking...this week was pretty difficult. I spent a lot of time being all over the place and wonder if I actually was ever anywhere...Yep lots of places to be and people to see. I did it all but by Friday my stomach was upset and I wasn't feeling all that well. Luckily for me it only took a few days of rest to recover. I'm really glad I practice yoga regularly so I have a super-human body, mind and spirit.

Man time is a tickin' it is getting closer and closer to teacher training. I'm really excited but doing my best to just stay present and in the day. Throughout all of this I've really noticed how I struggle with endings. I've always known it wasn't my strong suite, or better yet that I really have to concentrate during endings. Such a large part of me just wants to say peace to my job and just chill for a few months but inside I know that isn't the right thing for me to do. I have to finish all of the work that I started.