I keep pushing myself to perform, to achieve. Sometimes I wonder “How hard is to hard?” Why can’t I just be okay with the status quo? Or maybe it isn’t the case at all that I am working any harder than anyone else. Maybe everyone is working just as hard as I am to stay afloat.
There are so many domains to the lives we lead it sometimes seems impossible to navigate them all in a balanced way. I have simplified, overloaded, simplified and overloaded no way seems to work any better or worse than the other…AHAH it really isn’t about the situations or the nature of what is going on at the time but yet again my perception thereof. I am always the mitigating factor in all of my actions and reactions in this world. Sigh…
I had a really good weekend with my friends. I am so glad that I have friends that truly love me. I just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that fact and remind myself that I was happy this weekend. KV reminded me that I should do that so I am…