I wish I could be more open. I wish I didn't want to run up and down the street waving my middle fingers at the people that piss me off. I don't want to be closed off but at the same time I don't want others to waste my time. That is really what it is about for me, time. There is only so much time and to that end I don't want to waste it on people that could care less about me.

Argh...no point in wasting time writing about this :)....I am going to bed...