Had a very busy day at work today. That was followed up by a great dinner with some good friends. All people that I have worked with over the years. A few didn’t show but we still had fun.
We ate at the B-Side lounge on Hampshire Street. The food was great and the environment was low-key. At one point I looked at Paul’s beer and thought about taking it and having a sip and that thought “OH shit”. Wierd.
I had steak tips and garlic mashed potatoes with brocolii. MMMMM.
So many friends called me today but I wasn’t able to call everyone back. Hopefully I will be able to do that!
OK the reason for the title of the post is this: Whilst we were sitting at the lounge getting ready to eat the most beautiful woman walking into the joint with her date. They sat down at the table next to us and when she took off her coat all of us stopped speaking and proceeded to look at her ass which was a work of art. God she had a nice ass.
Time for bed.
I quit smoking just over three months ago and today I stepped on a scale and it said that I weighed 205 lbs. When I work out in the morning I always tell the machine that I weigh one hundred and ninety five pounds.
I am sure I have put on weight since I stopped smoking, but I have continued to go to the gym on a regular basis and accept the fact that I may gain some weight. I was talking to a friend tonight and said “I would rather have a flat tire than a toxic lung.”
I have been trying to eat less but damn it man food is so good.
Man did I have an attitude this morning. It didn’t take me too long to get over myself but it was uncomfortable nonetheless. A buddy of mine celebrated 4 years today it was great to be part of his celebration.
Tomorrow is another day. Have a good day unless you have other plans.
I keep pushing myself to perform, to achieve. Sometimes I wonder “How hard is to hard?” Why can’t I just be okay with the status quo? Or maybe it isn’t the case at all that I am working any harder than anyone else. Maybe everyone is working just as hard as I am to stay afloat.
There are so many domains to the lives we lead it sometimes seems impossible to navigate them all in a balanced way. I have simplified, overloaded, simplified and overloaded no way seems to work any better or worse than the other…AHAH it really isn’t about the situations or the nature of what is going on at the time but yet again my perception thereof. I am always the mitigating factor in all of my actions and reactions in this world. Sigh…
I had a really good weekend with my friends. I am so glad that I have friends that truly love me. I just wanted to take a moment to acknowledge that fact and remind myself that I was happy this weekend. KV reminded me that I should do that so I am…
For those that don’t know I am letting my hair grow again. Anyway I had this dream last night which sort of threw me for a loop:
Somehow I got video imagery of myself when I was using. So I was watching myself sit in a chair (all fucked up) and I had really long hair. The woman that I was with for some reason I think it was Donna said that she taped all of her boyfriends and if she got to six tapes it was really bad (wierd).
Anyway Kate was there and we were up to our old shenanigans (sp?). The really odd part was that as we started to screw around I noticed she had some extra equipment. It didn’t freak me out since at that point I know the movie I was watching was a dream (fucking wierd), but when I woke up I was pissed and felt very very strange.
More proof the subconscious mind is just a mixed bag a fruit, or worse the sum total of a garbage disposal that has been run a few times.
I was cool seeing myself with long hair… 🙂
I have been slacking again…The whole reason I set up this site and this journal was to motivate myself to continue writing. I don’t know what it is about me that just wants to screw around with things and not actually do anything. I spend so much time tuning and tweaking things that I never get around to writing.
Take for example this moring: I thought to myself I have to write this morning before I get ready to go to my friends house. Simple thought, simple action, but noooooo. First I have to install the Tiger administration theme for WordPress which only takes about two minutes but then I get sidetracked reading someone elses journal.
I have been interested in WordPress themes. I am going to continue to play with themes and at some point write my own. There are a lot of great themes out there but I really want one of my own. Something special that caters to me and me only :). I say that in jest becase I know there will be someone out there that will like it!
I have been eating like a champ. I have to limit how much I am eating before bed since it makes for wierd dreams and rolls on my stomach. 🙂